Are You Defined By Your Disease?

Ah. The age-old question... Well, maybe not age-old. But whatever. 

I have heard many people answer this question with, "No. I have EDS but EDS doesn't have me!" That is fantastic. Right?! So optimistic and such. 

But I totally disagree.... I know what you're all thinking.. What do you mean!!??? How could you NOT feel that way?! 

I feel like I have EDS and it does have me! I know it sounds crazy. Why would you want your illness to define you? Why???? Because it DOES define me!

It isn't all of me. But it is a huge part of me. I am sick. Just like I have brown hair, and brown eye. Just like I'm intelligent and sarcastic and creative. Just like I am a women and mother. 

I am defined by my illness. And that is perfectly fine with me! I don't see my illness as a bad thing. Just a part of me. More like a weird quirk or something. 

Being sick, chronically sick, means I can't just back away from it. I can't get away. And it doesn't just affect me. It affects everyone I know and love. It isn't something can be ignored or something I can beat. It's something I have to work on everyday and sometimes, something I really struggle with. 

Saying it EDS or Chiari, or any of my other diagnoses doesn't have me is like denying how important and severe they are. It's like minimizing the issue. 

And why minimize it?! It's not going anywhere!

I AM defined by my illness. But that doesn't always mean that it's a bad thing.

It is actually pretty liberating. I LOVE talking about EDS and spreading awareness. I LOVE talking about the things I struggle doing because it's REAL! 

I am not the kind of person to sugar coat or lie to make someone else feel better. I like the kind of people that can tell me things no one else will.

Like when I was pregnant, people tell you all the good stuff about being a mom. But what they don't tell you is that sometimes it just sucks and its hard and you'll lock yourself in the bathroom and cry because you just don't know what you're doing and you just know you're ruining your kids lives.  

People don't share with the bad stuff. Like it makes it less real.. But then, when you feel those things, you think you're defective because "no one said it would be like this! I must be a terrible mom!" 

But everyone struggles. It's hard. And we SHOULD talk about those things! They are important!!!

I think it is important for everyone to know our struggles as chronically ill people. They take things for granted that we can't anymore. 

I have been given a lot from being sick. I learned things about the body that I never cared about before. I don't take my life for granted. I don't take my good days for granted. The times I am able to get up and actually do something, I DO!!! Because who knows when I'll get another chance to do it?! 

I am blessed because I'm sick. I fully embrace it. And I think everyone should!

My illness does define me! I am sick and I am proud to scream it from the rooftops!

Are you defined by your illness? Comment below! 

A Few Things...

This post is just gonna be all filled with a bunch of stuff. So get ready for a fun ride with my ADHD brain. :)

First off!!! I am excited to announce that my first guest blog went live on Wednesday!! You can find it at Riot Against...

I am incredibly excited to be apart of the Riot Against... team and writing with them. I am honored that they thought I would be a good fit for their team and that I get to join them on sharing our experiences, journey's, and awareness for our conditions. I am truly blessed and honored.

Alrighty! Moving along... Next stop, Thanksgiving!

I had a WONDERFUL Thanksgiving!!!! For those that celebrate the most amazing gluttonous holiday of all time, I hope you all enjoyed it too. :) I had lots of family and great food! I made my homemade pierogis (which takes roughly 4 hours to make... So I'm pretty much doing a lot of nothing today to recover). My family even did the dishes! I didn't even ask them to! It was amazing. They said because I hosted, they would do the clean up. Which let me tell you... I super appreciated! If they hadn't done it, it would still probably be a huge mess today.. And I honestly don't even know if I would get around to cleaning it up. So YAY!! It's done, and it was great. :) We fried our turkey and it was DELICIOUS!!

I ALSO wanted to say that the Ehlers Danlos Awareness shirts and hoodies have been sent to the printer and should be arriving with you all soon!!! I'm so blown away that you all like my design! It is seriously super awesome to see people wearing a shirt/ hoodie that I designed. Thank you all for your support! I cannot express enough how honored I am. You make me smile. :)

OOOHHHHHH!!! I was recently contacted via facebook from a fellow zebra... And she told me how much she loved my blog. It seriously made my day. She was soo sweet (and obviously knows good writing when she reads it) and it really made me feel like I was making a difference. She said her whole family reads it, and she is able to relate. It also shows her family that she isn't just crazy because I go through this stuff too.

I started this blog in hopes of relating to others that may feel alone, AND so that I don't feel so alone. Knowing other people experience the same weird shit really just makes it easier to go through the weird shit..

Anyway.. I know this post is kind of just a bunch of points. But I promise, I have a normal post in my mind I will write out later..

Gotta get my littles outside and burn off some energy before make my head explode!! That would be a huge mess and "Ain't nobody got time for that."

Makes me laugh every single time...

Here We Go Again!

Well.... The t-shirts and hoodies have been requested again! I have reopened the original campaign and created a new one also with the same design but in different colors.

The links are (for the original colors/design)

Fight Like A Zebra

Same design, new colors are Here

I hope you all like them!

They have all passed their minimum and all will be printed. So don't worry about not getting it if you order. :) only a few more days!

Ship US, Canada, and International.

(Here are some of the colors available. More available than shown!)